Crochet mood

There are days like today I want to tear up some yarn and make a really beautiful piece of art. I look through patterns and I create all of these wonderful schemes with my graph paper, but I cannot seem to get them to work. For example, I have all these squares I have done, but I cannot get them to join together properly. I have sat down with them and tried to join them like I was told that I need to do. I got so frustrated I just threw them to the side and started one of my large granny squares till I can manage to get to someone who will help me get this done. I have also been looking up some interesting patterns for hats. I had someone at work who said that her daughter is wanting some cute hats to put on small children for her to take pictures. I might make an attempt to do some of those. I don't know how to sew the pieces together, but by the time that I get all the pieces how I want them I could get to someone.